In honor of my melting, chaotic, confused, hopeful and desperate brain, I type today to ask for help.
As I shared my hectic drama with a friend I said, "Ugh. I had the worst week ever."
She bluntly and poignantly said, "No you didn't. You'll have worse." So there.
So here's what we know:
FACT:
Our house is in escrow. I need to start packing. We *will* move somewhere.
FACT:
I signed a lease in Colorado. A legally binding document says we should live there.
FACT:
I don't want to live there.
FACT:
I should have thought of that *BEFORE* selling this house.
FACT:
A woman is entitled to changing her mind.
FACT:
We belong here. Friends and family warmly approve of my recent insanity.
FACT:
My husband, ummm, not so much. He probably would love to trade me in for a newer model. Perhaps one who follows through on big family commitments, one who doesn't pull out in the 9th inning, one who doesn't think so much with her gut (i.e. heart and intuition), and rather with logic and reasoning.
FACT:
Until Colorado lady rents the house to another family, we're stuck.
So here's my favor. Please put it out there, call it wishful thinking, power of the mind, tools of The Secret, prayer, meditation, or a Petition to God. Get that house in Boulder rented so that we can stay home!